March 14, 2013 @ 9:36:00 PM 0 what ya think
do you ever wanna run away? do you lock yourself in your room? with the radio on, turned up so loud, that no one hears you screaming, no you don't know what it's like, when nothing feels alright, you don't know what it's like, to be like mehi everyone, peace be upon you. a few days have passed & i can't help myself to post an entry so here i am :) i'm so disappointed with my examination result although it's just monthly test. it was the first time in my life, i studied & do revision for these exams & it's the worst result i've had ever. i mean, how could it be?
it's very annoying, i'm so frustrated & so so so exhausting. with my life now? sigh. anyway i would like to say thank you very much for those who were really concern about me, take care of me & whatsoever, i appreciate all of you. & i'm so glad that i've got you as friends and thank you so much for being there when i'm in needed. thank you for wiping my tears and always trying to make me laugh even i'm not that happy. i love you zm & i love you bestfriend :*
& i do fcking really want things back to normal. i miss it very much & i mean it. but how? :') i hate myself. yah i know i've changed, like a lot. i'm sorry i can't help you like always. i'm sorry, truly from my heart sigh